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[Mar. 13th, 2004|09:08 pm] |
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whoa....its been awhile since ive updated, slackin a little bit. Things in my life could not be going any better. Anne and i have been together for about a month n a half now. everything is so much better with her in my life, she brings out this part of me thats been wanting to get out for a long time. She makes me laugh like no other, we can say anything to eachother, at times she doesnt even have to say anything to make my day better. some people can go a lifetime with out ever knowing what love is .....i thank god every night before i go to bed for letting me find mine. i wish sometimes we were older and could get away from it all and just see whats in store for us. i love her more then life itself i just wish i could show her that shes changed me for the better in so many ways. i love you anne |
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[Feb. 22nd, 2004|09:32 pm] |
I'm not a perfect person
as many things I wish I didn't do
but I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
and so I have to say before I go
that I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
to change who I used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
it's something I must live with everyday
and all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
and be the one who catches all your tears
that's why I need you to hear
I've found a resaon for me
to change who I used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you
and the reason is you
and the reason is you
and the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
and so I have to say before I go
that I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
to change who I used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
a side of me you didn't know
a reason for all that I do
and the reason is you |
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[Feb. 18th, 2004|04:25 pm] |
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Well its been a while since ive updated but here i go ....this winter break is going really good , Valentines Day was the best , Anne came over and gave me the greatest gift ever , i walked up stairs and there were arrows and paper hearts everywhere and when i got up here there were balloons everywhere. She made me a michigan blanket( my blankey )Superman comics ( YES !! arm movement ) and a Superman keychain ( another YES!! you get the rest) She really liked her surprise , i got her the kiss kiss bears and pink roses . shes the best thing thats ever happend to me , Anne I love you so much |
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[Feb. 1st, 2004|02:37 pm] |
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This whole week has felt like a dream , like im going to wake up any second now and realize it was to good to be true. Anne the way you make me feel i cant even describe, when im with you its as if time it self stops and its just me and you. I know you and i both had our rough times before we met, but you just make all my problems go away with the simplest smile and it makes me want to be a better person. I know we havent known eachother that long, but i jus want more good times to come with you. At a point in my life where i needed to find someone or something you found me and have changed me for the better so i want to thank you for everything. |
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[Jan. 26th, 2004|06:21 pm] |
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This weekend was prob the best time ive had in a while and exactly what i needed, first before i get into anything , Martez im real sorry about your Madden tournament pal......you got your ass kicked in the 1st round HAHAHAHA !!! Now back to the best time part, Sunday i met Frankies cousin Anne, i was a little nervous because thats just how i am but when i first saw her i couldnt believe how beautiful she was. I would say about two minutes later she already has me laughing and shes sarcastic as much as i am so that was another good thing. so we all went to International Mcdonalds with flem frys and hairy chicken nuggets ( dont ask lol ) Were gunna go see a movie this weekend, ditch frankie in some theater ,but shh...he doesnt know ( unless of course this is him reading this ....hey pal! lol ) but i cant wait to see her again this weekend cant get here soon enough. |
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[Jan. 19th, 2004|09:28 pm] |
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YES !! finals week !! what ive been waiting for ( oh theres tons of sarcasim there) well we start school late and leave early......but theyre just so damn boring. well school was its pretty much boring self today, turns out were not goin to chicago not enough people turned in their deposit money, and if i find out who you are....well...a.....jus hope i dont find out , NE WAYS ! IM GOIN TO FLORIDA DURING WINTER BREAK WOOO hoo...thats when all the old people are there...DAMNIT ! enough about that though....i would really like to know who left that anonymous comment in not my last entry but the one before that....or my guess is its jus someone messing around. well thats about it for now . later |
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[Jan. 12th, 2004|08:46 pm] |
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well i havent really updated in a while so lets see, this past weekend i was in my aunts wedding , kinda boring no one there that i really knew but the upside i didnt pass out like i did when i was in my cousins wedding( plus for that one lol ) sunday i spent the most part yelling at the tv cause green bay lost to philidelphia ....that sucks. school has basically got the same feeling back , first week from break was pretty good ,now i jus cant wait untill summer. finals are coming up , those are goin to be a pain in the ass. things with me and sarah are back to normal , joking around and laughing like we use to ...but as friends though and im fine with that, i would rather have her as a friend then not being around her at all. well thats pretty much it for now....until next time |
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[Jan. 4th, 2004|10:19 am] |
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Break is over ...and i didnt do a damn thing ! in a way ill be glad to get back to school and see everyone just dont wanna do any work. All break i pretty much hung out with chris n ian , jus saying random movie quotes, laughin our asses off and of course playin madden and nba live. Michigan got their asses kicked by USC in the rosebowl....that pissed me off. The nfl playoffs started ...sorry chris but ur boy ray lewis got his ass kicked , Packers are goin all the way . well thats pretty much it for now ...sam was gunna kick my ass if i didnt get an update soon so i had to come up with something. Im also pulling for a snow day .....doubt it though |
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[Dec. 24th, 2003|09:57 am] |
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WOO HOO Christmas is finally here !! Tonight we had our annual family christmas eve dinner..talk about boring, although the food was really good. Then after that we went to G-mas house opened gifts. I was in need of clothes and some how grandma always knows cause thats exactly what i got. Also got my new computer chair that i am sitting on at the moment, built it myself (ahem) thank you. Then to top it off when i thought i was done with gifts my grandma hands me one more with a regretful look to her face, i opened it and it was a framed picture of me and sarah from halloween. I smilied didnt want to make it look like it bothered me, but then it hit me how much i really miss her. Everytime i look at the picture i cant help but think how much she made me laugh, and how good she made me feel about everything. She may not care for me the way i want her to, but at one point she did and it felt good even if for a little while. well i got some last minute wrapping to do ...even though im horrible at wrapping gifts, so this should be good i also ate the last cookies today so santa is gunna be pretty pissed. |
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[Dec. 23rd, 2003|04:18 am] |
Everything- Lifehouse
Finally here once speak to me
I want to feel you, I need to hear you
You are the light that's leading me to the place
Where I find peace again
You are the strength that keeps me walking
You are the hope that keeps me trusting
You are the light to my soul
You are my purpose
You're everything and how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by it
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this
You calm the storms and you give me rest
You hold me in your hands
You won't let me fold
You still my heart when you take my breath away
Would you take me in take me deeper now
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by it
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by it
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this
Cause you're all I want, you're all I need
You're everything.. everything
You're all I want
You're all I need
You're everything.. everything
You're all I want
You're all I need
You're everything.. everything
You're all I want
You're all I need
Everything.. everything
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by it
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by it
Would you tell me how could it be any better any better than this
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by it
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this |
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[Dec. 23rd, 2003|01:47 am] |
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well a big thanks goes to sam for the kick ass set up of this( round of applause ) at first i had no clue as to what i was doing but im glad i got, i finally have something where i can just put my thoughts down.
As of lately my whole life has changed and i can say i wasnt ready for it, i lost a friend to an accident, and i lost my best friend to a lie. To get to the life changing part i guess they just show how much i took things for granted, ive had great friends to help me through it though so if theres an upside to any of this its how much closer ive become to them and how appreciated they are...thank you. I talked to someone today i havent seen in a long time and she told me what a man ive grown into, i smilied but couldnt help but feel how wrong she was because inside i was alone, tryint to figure things out, still a boy. My whole life ive wanted to rise to everyones expectations and more, be a hero but as of lately i find myself in doubt more then anything i guess im the one in need of a hero. |
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[Dec. 23rd, 2003|01:23 am] |
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Sam Rocks!! |
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